Monday, May 28, 2007
27.05.2007today i woke up at 6.30pm lo, haha.. i slept the whole day sia, i slept about
16 hours! lol.. i
always wanted to break my highest record(20hrs).. sleeping is my hobby, crying is oso one of my hobbies. i always love to bottle up my feelings, that is y today is a crying day for mi. i hope i can cry the whole day non-stop, so tat i can feel beta and happier. regrets is always what i love to do so. i am always regretting of something. like i buy things, i confirm regret. i talk about things, i regret telling/ saying out. i did nth, i oso regret. my life has alot of regret-ness.. =(i woke up and i went to my ah ma house.. on the way, i saw 2 rats. Both veri disgust but there is certain angles of cute-ness there. one of them the head kana stuck in the hole, then manage to squeeze in. pass-by the performance that held outside the tampines mrt station, the dance was quite interesting.i bought xing zhou bee hoon and fried rice for dinner. my brother bought black chicken and turtle soup for dinner. we all shared and laughed at our conversations. shared an entertaining clip to them. after my dinner while we went hm and prepared to sort out my notes. nw writing this entry, i am realli saded. feel hard to breathe. i realli wish if i would have a choice, i would like to choose my life again. sorrie if i let anyone nt happy. hate myself and life.btw, i nearly died by crossing a road juz nw. it was dangerous when we dashed the road. my cousin said can crossed but i said the motor was speeding, in the end she crossed half way and she stopped. i juz dashed the road like tat and shouted' diana run!!' . If i didnt say tat mayb she will hit by the car? cos the motor was coming first, behind gt many cars and buses. she stopped in the middle of the road cos she wanted to let the motor go first but if she do so, the car behind will hit her. the motor's light was too bright, we cant realli see how near our distance is to the motor. anyway, i dunno how to explain the situation there. moral of the story, we nearly die..
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